i'm not at phase three yet, but i'm gettin' there.......
for pretty much the past year and half, i haven't gone anywhere. nowhere for entertainment, i mean. nowhere for entertainment aside from taking the twins to see ronald mcdonald. (btw, footnote? ronald mcdonald ain't all that.)
a few friday nights ago, i finally "went out." i went with my old high school girlfriends to the elks club for a night of beer, rock 'n roll, and friendship. good, good friendship.
it was my "maiden voyage" since things fell apart with per.
today, i am thinking of going to the arts festival, which is in downtown columbus. not far from where i live.
but i don't wanna go.
i mean, i wanna go, but i don't wanna wanna go. and the reason i don't wanna wanna go is, well, per and i used to go there. and have fun. have a lot of fun. at least.............it seemed that way to me.
so instead of the arts festival, i might go to the bait and tackle shop instead. or maybe the bowling alley. maybe i'll pick a park that he and i never went to and i'll go there and set off fireworks.
and next year at this time? i'll go to the arts festival.
phase three, baby.
phase three.................
