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Wednesday, April 22, 2015

grown up s'mores

walking today and it

smelled like

camp. it smelled like

pine.


it smelled like 4-H

and girl scout

and church

and private girls'

camp.


(though private girls'

camp

also smells like

chanel

number

five.)


the sun was

out. you almost expected the

dinner bell

to

ring.


the water

shone.

in your mind

you saw tom,

the canoe teacher,

and the diary you

wrote about him

in.


you saw your

cabin

and the lumpy

mattress. the

wooden floor that

you tripped over

five

times. the graffiti

(hearts and

flowers) on the

walls. who loves

whom and arrows

punctuating

it.


you hear camp

songs. kumbaya before

kumbaya was a

joke.


before the dreams you thought

you wanted

turned into

the life

you know

you

do.